How much time do you sit there thinking if only?
I had more time (you have plenty of time you are just using it sensibly)
as I need to get that job done (how important is it?)
but I would rather do something else ( will it pay the bills though?)
Rather than keep thinking about it and putting it off – grasp that nettle and get on with cooking up a change – nettle soup warms the heart and fuels the fire of desire!